Monday, December 1, 2014

It's when my dreams are so real that they sometimes hurt. I experience the feelings when I wake up. A few nites ago I had 1 of those dreams.  I went to bed as usual. Very tired from working so much. No thoughts in my mind that I was so exhausted that I was in the perfect state to have 1 of those dreams.  asleep one night only to awake horribly around 3 a.m. in the morning choking.  I couldn't stop. It felt like something was in my throat. I gasped for breath and it took a moment and I sat straight up. I crawled out of bed, stilll choking and gagging. I walked around to my nightstand and grabbed a glass of soda I had been drinking earlier and started to sip it while I banged on my chest. It took me a few seconds to get my bearings and to realize that I I could smell potatoes. My mind went back to my dream and I remembered that in the dream I had been eating potato wedges that were very dry and seems like they have been baked for a very long time. I could smell them I could taste them. It took me 30 minutes to get over this event. I choked and chocked and continued to drink trying to stop. I felt as if I would vomit. Then in my mind came the name Cara Lynn Pants. Don't ask me who it is. I have no idea, but then the entire dream raced back into my mind. It was in the dream that I was apparently this CaraLynn Pants.  I was in a bar which was also in eating establishment. It was on the corner of a block on a very busy large city street. The bar was curvered to fit the shape of the building around the corner of the block and the front of the bar was all windows and a glass door at each end.  There were a lot of people standing around the ages of 24 to maybe 32. As I was looking down the side of the bar at everyone they were sipping on their drinks, eating and laughing. I knew I was looking for my boyfriend. Suddenly I glanced over to the left and I saw him.  He was standing there talking to a few guys who I  knew were his friends.  One of the fellas reached up and put his hand on my boyfriend shoulder, as they looked over to the bar.  I realize they were looking at a woman and the woman was his ex lover. I had the feeling I was walking in her shadows when I was with him. I could hear them talking perfectly though actually the bar was too noisy I shouldn't have been able and I was too far away from them in reality to know that I can hear exactly what they were saying but my boyfriend said, "There she is. She's here.  Oh my god have to leave!" At that moment he turned and say me. We stood stared at each other for what seemed an eternity, but in reality was only 5 or 6 seconds. I turned and bolted completely the other way out the door that was behind me, then turned left and I started walking very quickly down the sidewalk.  I knew exactly what I look like.  I had dark brunette colored hair I was very tiny waisted and I was 24 years old. I had on a skirt that wasn't too short, nor to long and it was dark. I had a jacket on over it that was tight around the waist and none of the buttons were button. It had a collar that came around my neck and it was very fashionable.  I knew it felt really good to be wearing that jacket and I stuck my hands in the pockets.  I had on a pair of heels that weren't too high, but they were very comfortable and expensive. I walk down the street faster and faster. I was so upset. I put my head down towards the pavement as I walked. Not even knowing what to think.  I could hear my boyfriend yelling for me to stop. Ibegin to pick up my pace. I walked around a corner into an alley and suddenly I had this bag full of these potato skins and I was eating them. He came around the corner and I started to choke. Then I woke up the the choking on the potatoes. Since I have had thesectype of dreams before, I went for my tablet and tried to looked her up. I couldn't find anybody named CaraLynn Pants. Oh, who knows. I just know the dreams are a way for spirits to tell you things and a way of release. Who knows.

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Watch some of Gregg Braden's stuff on you tube. He is so full of knowledge.

Laura Elizabeth

Watch "Sisters For The Soul" with Echo Bodine, Morgana Starr and Dara Kirkland. Featuring Beth Lynch. Awesome!